Ryan Cabrera | True
“It’s time to try, anything to be with you.
All my life I’ve waited, this is true.”- EJ (fuckyeahslowjams)
Summer Breeze | What If
Have you ever had that feeling when you saw someone,
and you had imagined,
What If- EJ (fuckyeahslowjams)
I remember showing this song to my ex. Gosh, memories.
I still love this song tho (:

I only need 10 more credits then I am done. Woot woot!
I’m going to graduate with 39.5 extra credits! Alright!
You may find a new person who you really love, but you’ll never forget about your first love because I still remember and miss mine.
I want to do something for my 18th birthday in May, but I’ve already done a party for my 13th birthday. Gosh, I’m so stupid. I should’ve just waited. I’m going to convince my parents to do one for me, like with all the main folks they would always invite and my friends. A birthday party that is not too little or not too big, just a regular Mien’s birthday party. Lol.
Last night, I was talking to “Flamingo” on the phone and he kept on telling me to tell that guy that I liked him. I didn’t want to because it was “Flamingo”, so I kept on saying no and stuff. He was like I’m going to hang up on you so you can go tell him, so he did… I kept texting him, but then he said he wouldn’t reply back anymore till I tell the guy. I told him I’ve liked him, so he called back. Oh my gosh, it was weird for a few minutes, but then our conversation went back to normal. And yeah, I’ve got friend zoned. Lol. It’s all good, but I wish I didn’t tell him though.
I remember I was so excited for college but now, I kind of don’t want to go anymore. Damn you! I think I’m starting to get senioritis all over again… I need to stop now.
I swear my brother is so fucking fucked up! He was laughing at a death person in a show and I told him that was hella fucked up but then he said, “it’s not like I’m homophobic, just death-phobic.” Why the fuck did you bring up homosexuals? And why the fuck would you be death-phobic. People are “jerk-phobic” because of people like you. I fucking hate the way you act around your friends. You always say fuck up things like how women should be in the kitchen. Oh my gosh, I just wish someone slap the shit out of you right now. You’re just like every other fuck up person. You’re not fucking perfect yourself. Stupid shit, man. And he’s going to be like, “damn, she understand all that shit?” She’s death, not fucking stupid! What the fuck is wrong with you?
I would do hella scholarships but I’m too lazy to do all of those steps… Man, I need to stop being lazy once college life starts.